I woke up this morning, hung over, groggy and in a foul mood, i'm not a morning person and never have been. I saw the weather was pretty nice so had my morning fag in the garden with a cup of tea and played some guitar. This cheered me up a wee bit so i decided to enjoy the weather even more and walk to college instead of driving there. On my way i came to a conclusion that the world is just fine. However, only f ya rely on yourself for happiness instead of pinning your hopes on others to make ya happy relationships for example. I've always been way too soft when it comes to the whole love thing and admittedly dependent on it, which is why i've been in a foul mood of late as i split up with a girl i was with for 2 years.
Screw it, the world is a massive playground and i don't wanna be left inside when i could be running around like a mad little lout in it. So basically, never rely on others to make me happy is what i learned today, i think its more important than anything i've learned at college all year.
2007-03-29 @ 19:22